" you, confused? "
《你，迷茫了吗？》
The school work task with onerous middle school lets me very not happy, sit in classroom corner today, to the window outside, feeling flies again far …
中学繁重的学业任务让我很不开心，今天坐在教室一隅，对着窗外，思绪又飞远了…
The result that still notes so that take an exam last very not ideal, achievement comes out that evening, I insomnia! The five flavors in the heart is miscellaneous old, it is the blow because of achievement not just, more be be fed up with to oneself.
还记得上次考试的结果很不理想，成绩出来的那晚，我又失眠了！心里五味杂陈，不仅仅是因为成绩的打击，更多的是对自己的讨厌。
I am very sloven, never had finished self-ordained plan on time, those who want is very much what do however is very few, often be confused life study, I did not find the look that I like truly. Because be not admitted to oneself constantly,also be, of my meeting again and again feel Babylon, feeling very I am sorry those help me, support me, the person that accompanies me to try hard together, a powerful force rises unexpectedly in the heart right now, let me think otherwise Mian endlessly hold to after all hard, but after brief passion passes, I paralysis was in place, it is such confused —— full blood renascent —— once more confused, I was immersed in the dead loop of own set, hard extricate oneself …
我是一个很懒散的人，从来没有按时完成过自己制定的计划，想的很多却做的很少，常常就是迷迷糊糊的生活学习，我没有找到自己真正喜欢的样子。也正是因为时常对自己的不接纳，我会一次又一次的深感罪恶，感觉很对不起那些帮助我、支持我、陪我一起努力的人，此时心中陡然升起一股强大的力量，让我想要不眠不休的努力坚持到底，但是短暂的激情过后，我又瘫在了原地，就是这样一次次的迷茫——满血复活——再度迷茫，我陷入了自己设定的死循环，难以自拔…作文网 zUOwEnBa.Net
I am an extremely sensitive and flimsy person, be born via what regular meeting thinks of him with the family, perhaps have this factor just about prop up, just let me have the power that hold on. I am a child that comes from a country, had not enjoyed nowadays dot like month of arch of that kind of numerous star caress, also had not experienced the setting that all sorts of toys discard at will, but in the court that tumbles down in that one place in the village, I spent my happy childhood. There is advanced recreational establishment over there, even if the society nowadays, the smartphone in the village did not gain ground completely, the environment that can imagine I of childhood live is how former zoology, how good!
我是一个极其敏感脆弱的人，经常会想到自己的出生与家庭，也许正是有这个因素的支撑，才让我有了坚持下去的动力。我是一个来自农村的孩子，没有享受过如今小孩子那般众星拱月般的呵护，也没有体验过各种玩具随意丢弃的场景，但是就在村子里那一处破败的庭院里，我度过了自己快乐的童年。那里没有先进的娱乐设施，即使是如今的社会，村庄里智能手机都没有完全普及，可以想象童年的我生活的环境是多么的原生态，多么美好啊！
Between landscape, have the family member friend that accompanies me, although do not have toy and smartphone, what is I also can experience joy. Those who follow a flock of child all over the mountains and plains is mad run, pick wild fruit to eat, the fish is caught to feel shrimp in the river, catch a bird with simple and easy device together, play with what friends are very happy with it from morning till night play hide-and-seek … wants to come nowadays, it is so be charmed making a person, and I, in often also be immersed in the memory with carefree childhood!
在山水之间，有陪伴我的亲人朋友，即使没有玩具和智能手机，我也可以体会快乐是什么。跟一群小朋友漫山遍野的疯跑，摘野果子吃，在河里捉鱼摸虾，一起用简易的装置抓鸟，跟朋友们从早到晚乐此不疲的玩捉迷藏…如今想来，都是那么的令人神往，而我，也常常陷入童年无忧无虑的回忆中！
In one's childhood, family is our warmest harbour. We can raise the ” requirement with all sorts of unjustifiable “ , father mother can satisfy us. And when I am small, accompany the grandma that I am most is me, in the small courtyard below the “ moon that says without others home place, oneself sit in grandma bosom, the grandma wants this big cattail leaf fan, oneself satisfied rest ” . It is cooler that northward climate always says to return, shaking cattail leaf fan rests so is the thing that produces impossibly. But the grandma gave me the happiest childhood, period in impression is the deepest is everyday the story before the sleeping in the evening, actually everyday the life is each interesting story, the story before sleeping nevertheless is worth a yearning most! Still have before sleeping, the grandma also can teach my back Tang poetry, learn a Chinese character, those come again hard, of thousands of words hard the feeling that character says, gave me the impact of the again and again.
小时候，家人是我们最温暖的港湾。我们可以提出各种“无理的”要求，爸爸妈妈都会满足我们。而我小的时候，陪伴我最多的是我的奶奶，没有别人家所说的“月光下的小院里，自己坐在奶奶怀里，奶奶要这大蒲扇，自己惬意的休息”。北方的气候总说还是比较凉的，所以摇着蒲扇休息是不可能发生的事情了。但奶奶给了我最快乐的童年，期中印象最深的就是每天晚上的睡前故事，其实每天的生活就是一个个有趣的故事，不过睡前故事是最值得怀念的！还有睡觉之前，奶奶也会教我背唐诗，学汉字，那些难以重来的、千言万语的难以言说的感情，给了我一次又一次的冲击。
In night of a few restless, I can remember these past … are met as before lachrymal spot place, but I as far as possible won't phonate, because this kind feels very happy really, also very invigorate popular feeling. I can remember these when fail, give me with this with greatest encouragement, acknowledgment arrives as a child big all the time since everybody is accompanied to ours, that is the life fortune of rare really!
在一些睡不着的夜里，我会想起这些往事…依旧会泪光点点，但我尽量不会出声，因为这种感觉真的很幸福，也很鼓舞人心。我会在失败的时候想起这些，以此给予我以莫大的鼓励，感谢从小到大一直以来所有人对我们的陪伴，那真的是不可多得的人生财富！
Also gradually, I am OK from confused in go, sturdy oneself target, look forward to sealed life, and I also am in of little become firm, won't resemble again so perceptual former days, won't struggle not to rise in confused lair again, after walking along that paragraph of hardship, you can discover the life also is not so bad so!
也渐渐的，我可以从迷茫中走出来，坚定自己的目标，憧憬未知的生活，而我也在一点点的变得坚强，不会再像往日那么感性，不会再在迷茫的泥潭中挣扎不起，走过那段艰难之后，你会发现生活原来也不是那么糟糕！
Finally, also hope everybody is the friend that he dreams hard, not confused, many somes of adamancy, many a little bit hold to. Because you saw a shade, but you should know that is the direction that illumination comes in!
最后，也希望各位为自己梦想努力的朋友，不要迷茫，多一些坚强，多一些坚持。因为你看到了阴影，但是你要知道那是光照进来的方向啊！(文/满天星)